Travellin’ at 5 in the am to Desaru certainly is a challenge for any driver… misty and windy roads… well luckily it wasn’t me ;)… was at Danga Bay earlier that night btw… came home for a while… and off we went ‘in search of sunrise’(inspired by tiesto)… it was cloudy at the horizon when we reached tho’… but anyway… the sea breeze was so refreshing i wasn’t even aware i didn’t sleep the whole night… :P i love beaches n sunsets… or maybe it’s the side-effects of watchin’ o.c.’s newport too often nowadays… or maybe it’s lost?…
Spent a couple of hours there ‘digging my toes into the sand’ (an incubus line)… standing on the shoreline feelin’ the waves… enjoyin’ the panoramic view of the south china sea… can’t blame me… i’ve only been to the west coast beaches all this while…
After an early lunch in Johor Jaya… my 24-hour marathon ended at noon… tired i was…

Wading in a pool of knee-deep mud
When will I be out of this endless rut
Days turn into months, I’m still stuck
To escape, I’m trying hard

Falling fast, I’m crushed within
The cold gets under my skin
Thoughts unceasing, cause a din
Everything begins to spin

Hoping against hope
That soon it will end
Answers revealed
That I comprehend

Three down two to go…
What am i referring to?
The number of years left to endure/enjoy before i get that all-important scroll, providin’ i work for it of course…
Work? I think that makes up barely a few percent of my time here…
Which explains the unsatisfactory, but deserving results…
It’s been extremely hot again for the past week… i can barely sleep…
Time for some tv episodes… :)

Adrift in a sea of
Delusive consciousness
Drowning in the depths of
Apparent reality
Distressed, depressed
Whirling in turbulence
Questions lurk within
The fragile mind
Enshrouded by vagueness
Nothing more but a dream?
The angst of denial is
A prelude to indecision
Wary of stepping forward
For fear of tripping
Anticipating an arrival
Of unknown existence
An endless wait perhaps?

I’m in a good mood ;) Not that i’ve alwis been in a bad mood (or have i?)… but today certainly was a good day when compared to many others… jaded with the usual routine… i certainly need to break away…